
Little Ella 7 months.
I can't 
believe how fast my little girl has grown up. It seems just 
yesterday I was holding her tiny body in my arms, and now I can hardly pick her up. I imagine when I bring home little baby Violet I'm REALLY going to see what a big girl she is.  I am so grateful for this precious time that her and I have had 
together. I know that it won't be long before that all changes. Part of me is very excited for our new little addition. Excited to see them together, to expand our family, to have a little baby again, and just to bring more love into our lives. But there is another part of me that is nervous, and scared. I worry how the transition will affect us all, will I ever sleep again, will the girls love each other, will I have enough love for both of them equally? All these thoughts and more haunt my mind, fear of the unknown! So for now, I am just trying to get as prepared as possible. I tell myself everyday that "things will work out as they are suppose too, I can handle it it's only change!". 
Big Ella 31/2 years
Ella's favorite things (as of now):
- Dressing her baby dolls in baby Violet's clothes
- Playing dress up
- Playing prince with Daddy
- Getting jamba juice and coffee's(chocolate soy milk in a coffee cup)
- Going to the beach
- Getting her fingers and toes painted by Mommy
- The movie Enchanted
- Asking me lots, and lots of questions about everything!
- Going with mommy to her Midwife and helping listen to baby V's heart beat and then her own.
- CHOCOLATE!
- Chasing Daddy on her bike in the backyard
- Playing with doggies (poor kid needs a dog, badly)
- Singing and dancing
- Having sleepovers with friends
- Movies in the big theatre with popcorn, chocolate, and a ride on the carousel afterwards